Monster

As I cry alone
Tears roll down my cheeks
Tears that never fell for you
Only for my innocence
The razor felt cold on my skin
Waiting for the wonderful pain to begin
As I slide the cold razor down my arm
Tiny beads of crimson appear
A permanent reminder of what I have become
My innocence is gone
I'm all alone in the dark
That forever surrounds me
I quickly slashed my wrist
I could feel myself slowly
Slipping into the darkness
There was nothing I could do
It was too late to save me
I could never be an angel
I'm only a monster
But I'm gone
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