MuteThinking of those last wordsMaybe I should just stop talking Stay mute, barely whisperThis pain, like blades through my heartThis regret, like pins through my soulThis anger, just trying to escapeTrying to get out, but I won't let itI'm mute, I say nothingWhy must I speak, I already lost youThe question, it screams at me everydayWhy couldn't you stay?I just lay here mute, unconcsiousWaiting, waitingFor no one to find me
Secret BeneathShe keeps everything inside all dayOnly to have it break her down at nightThe secret that lies deep beneath her icy veinsOnly tears her apart in the endShe's fragile, but strongShe doesn't know that the lies that feed herWill only be the truthEmbedded deep in her forest of liesSlowly crumbling with her heartAs she contemplates what's right and what's wrongNo one will know her secretShe won't let this kill her.
Part of MeIt's been twenty daysSince the silver bladeRan through my skinAnd for some reasonI can't believe itIt seems so longBut somehow ICrave that little bladeEven if I despise The thoughtTwenty days agoI was desperateDependant onI don't know whatNot anymoreIt's hardBut I'll manageI guessI don't need itNot like I used toBut it's alwaysPart of meAnd I accept it.
She's the GirlShe's the girlStaring into the mirrorQuestioning whetherIt's a doveor a crowShe's the girlToo insecureTo know the differenceBetween herselfAnd the monster withinShe's the girlTrying to save Her reflectionFrom the demon InsideShe's the girl Begging for ForgivenessEvery timeShe's the girlStuck in this worldMovingBut goingNowhere
I will not admitI will not admitI'm scaredI will not admitI'm insecureI will not admitI'm jealous...It hurtsWhen I see my friendsBeing heldBeing comfortedHaving funBeing with their loversWhen I can't even beWith my ownI miss himAnd it hurtsIt makes me wanna screamI will not admitIt hurts meThey're togetherWe're notBut when we areWe'll have more fun.
Just Wanna ScreamI feel like screamingI can't stop cryingWhy am I trying??It's just not workingCan I scream until I die!?I'm so fucking pissedI wish you were hereI love you soI hate itI hate how your family treats youLike a piece of shitI know you're not!I'm pretty sure they hate meWhy can't they accept me!?I just wanna helpI just wanna make it stopTake all the pain awayKiss you all better...Fuck, fuck, fuckI just wanna scream!
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