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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 10, 2014, 10:38 AM
So as of November, 5th, 2014 - I am officially 1 year clean! I haven't harmed myself for a whole year! I couldn't have done it without God and the strength that He gives me every day! 
It definitely hasn't been easy, but trust me when I say, it does get easier over time. I seriously can't believe I made it this far! :D
It's crazy!

1 year ago, I was going through so much, and I was so confused - as I was just beginning my faith in God - and the last time I self-harmed was November, 5th, 2013 - I was desperate, and so I walked over to the mall, and locked myself in a washroom stall. I had my blades ready and everything - but I was torn between actually cutting and asking for help. So I was texting my mentor Julianna, and I was crying, and I didn't know what to do. I did end up burning myself instead. -This was 1 year ago!! 

Now I had my difficult times. But with Jesus, I overcame them! Urges were strong in the first few months. In my opinion, the first 3 months were probably the hardest - after that, it gets easier. 
Another thing I found that made it easier for me was getting rid of everything I had used to harm myself. Those blades are somewhere at the bottom of a lake. Never to be used again!! Hallelujah!!! I did that after the 1st month clean. :)

I know now that if I can make it 1 year clean, so can you!! 




Stay strong!! :heart:


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Hi, I'm Michelle, and I'm 18. My nickname is Nessie, or Michie :P I mostly post inspirational, or emotional photos. I love helping people and try to do so as much as I can :) I am recovering from Self Harm. I love all of you on here and I hope you like my page.
I am a Christian and I love Jesus. He is my savior. :heart:
I am founder of the group Stop-the-Suffering, a group for all those who have/ or are suffering from depression, self harm, ED's, bipolar, and any other mental illness.

My other accounts are:

Michies-Photographyy - This is for all of my photography , feel free to check it out.

Lover-girl1991 - This is just for things I don't exactly want on this account. (1991 is NOT my birth year, just for the record)

Anyways, thanks for visiting my profile. :)

I have never smoked. Never have, never will. :meow:

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lucytherescuedcat Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much for the favs!:-) 
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Nessie905 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No prob :)
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Aggie-tan Featured By Owner Edited Nov 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the llama, and congrats for being clean for one year~! ♥ Request: Congrats-emote 
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Nessie905 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No prob, and thank you! :hug:
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4thchairswag Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Heart Love Many thanks for the llama! You are amazing! Stay strong, and, congrats on the full year of being clean! So happy for you!! Heart Love 
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Nessie905 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug: My pleasure. Thank you!! Have a great week! :aww:
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You too, hun! :meow:
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Thank you so much for your kind support, dear friend! :hug: I wish you a wonderful week and have some sweets! :hug: :aww:
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