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1 Year Clean of Self-Harm!

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 10, 2014, 10:38 AM
So as of November, 5th, 2014 - I am officially 1 year clean! I haven't harmed myself for a whole year! I couldn't have done it without God and the strength that He gives me every day! 
It definitely hasn't been easy, but trust me when I say, it does get easier over time. I seriously can't believe I made it this far! :D
It's crazy!

1 year ago, I was going through so much, and I was so confused - as I was just beginning my faith in God - and the last time I self-harmed was November, 5th, 2013 - I was desperate, and so I walked over to the mall, and locked myself in a washroom stall. I had my blades ready and everything - but I was torn between actually cutting and asking for help. So I was texting my mentor Julianna, and I was crying, and I didn't know what to do. I did end up burning myself instead. -This was 1 year ago!! 

Now I had my difficult times. But with Jesus, I overcame them! Urges were strong in the first few months. In my opinion, the first 3 months were probably the hardest - after that, it gets easier. 
Another thing I found that made it easier for me was getting rid of everything I had used to harm myself. Those blades are somewhere at the bottom of a lake. Never to be used again!! Hallelujah!!! I did that after the 1st month clean. :)

I know now that if I can make it 1 year clean, so can you!! 




Stay strong!! :heart:


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Hi, I'm Michelle, and I'm 18. My nickname is Nessie, or Michie :P I mostly post inspirational, or emotional photos. I love helping people and try to do so as much as I can :) I am recovering from Self Harm. I love all of you on here and I hope you like my page.
I am a Christian and I love Jesus. He is my savior. :heart:
I am founder of the group :#Stop-the-suffering:, a group for all those who have/ or are suffering from depression, self harm, ED's, bipolar, and any other mental illness.

My other accounts are:

:devmiserymiss13: - This is for all of my photography , feel free to check it out.

:devlover-girl1991: - This is just for things I don't exactly want on this account. (1991 is NOT my birth year, just for the record)

Anyways, thanks for visiting my profile. :)

I have never smoked. Never have, never will. :meow:

My Tumblr : beautifulscars13.tumblr.com/
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Piipsy Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
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Tiatulip44 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2015
Dear Nessie905

I just wanted to say you've really inspired me,

Lately I've been dealing with a wave of social anxiety that has been wrecking me, i went searching for art and writing that i could relate to, i stumbled upon you're page and went though the gallery.. You're story really inspires me, I'm christian as well and I've in all honestly felt like I'm drifting between the fine line of believing and pretending, I really love god, it's just difficult for me to preach that where ever i go... but i'm getting slight off topic, I read through you're testimony, I've been getting very close to picking up the blade and cutting for the first time... But reading you're testimony reminded me why i decided a long time ago not to go down that road. Along with the suicide ideas, there was a long time i was afraid to be in my kitchen alone out of fear i would plunge a stake knife through my chest, I've been feeling like I'm falling back into that dark place, reading and looking through you're amazing story has help me pull out of that pit I've been in and I'm really thankful for that, You honestly might be saving a life here. thank you so much for being brave enough to share your amazing story.

Sincerly

Tiatulip444 ( Real Name: Maria)  
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Nessie905 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwe, thank you, Maria.  :) I am really glad that my story & page has helped you. :hug:
God is truly amazing and let me say that if you give all your struggles to Him, He will help you tremendously, and maybe even take them away. You just gotta have the complete faith that He is able and that He will do it! 
I am really glad you haven't started self harming, and that God has used my story to impact your life.
I will deffinately be praying for you and your faith as well. :heart:
 - Nessie905 (Michelle) 
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You're very welcome Michelle
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Thanks so much for the fav on cinnamonfox.deviantart.com/art… :D
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Thank you for watch and faves! It is good to see you had overcome your problem. I wish you all the best :)
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No prob! :) Thank you!
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Thank you so much for your support and everything you've done for me! :hug: I hope that your Holidays were blessed and may you have a very
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My pleasure! I hope you've had a wonderful holiday and a happy new year as well! :D :hug:
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